Painting interests me as a medium per se; as a specific kind of activity on the field of art.
I feel that paintings never cease transgressing; they never are what they are and that only - paintings are always contextualized; every element in a painting has its own weight - even the tiniest of gestures automatically links back to art history. There is no ‘zero', or neutral situation - every single manner of painting conveys meaning and it is virtually impossible not to be constantly aware of that while painting. It has all been done before and there is very little room left, but that I find particularly interesting a pretext to work in this field.
Painting as an artistic genre remains in ostensible separateness in relation to other media as a result of a division into painting and non-painting. Jacque Rancière in his essay "..." outlined this discourse setting it within the new and very interesting perspective observable in the phrasing he chooses when sets out to redefine complex phenomenon referred to as ‘contemporary art' - he says: "That which replaced the art of painting(...) that, which occupies spaces deserted by portraits.[...]". Another quotation from the same text, which corresponds well with my way of thinking: "Painting is not just one among many arts. Its name denotes a certain arrangement (dipositif) of exposition - of a certain form of art's visibility"
A specific form of art's visibility, deeply rooted in social consciousness. It is both reflexive and referential - just think: among the group of viewers with little-to-none artistic literacy, nearly every one of them starts seeking recognizable bits of reality whenever confronted with an abstract painting.
Painting as art carries with it a hidden promise of meaning and every single instantiation of a painting is immanently contemplative.
The new series of my works, before anything else, treat about the process of painting and bring to the fore the entire by-product of my previous works; I have portrayed the half-painted, abandoned pieces, frayed or otherwise damaged canvass, oil-stains, oil-trodden floors. It all bears witness of my earlier activities. I think the need to portray the process of painting itself - which is, after all, my immediate reality - is fair enough a reason to start painting. I enjoy the closed- circuit quality to it, the frailty of it, that the forms are literally picked up from the ground - it is recycling of sorts.
I meant my new paintings to be contemplative - I deeply resent painting getting entangled in the run-of-the-mill life's routine. Art needs not be unambiguous and I Like this about it. I feel strongly for objects that leave us in uncertainty, because the link back to our subconscious and I like those works which evoke the sense of loss and helplessness at first contact.
The paintings are covered with patina or similar, which performs the same for a painting as the pedestal does for a monument - adds importance through the hint of distance it introduces.: they are worth while, the paintings - the patina suggests. Besides that, it adds an old-fashioned, out-of-date air to them.
I am most interested in those moments, when something eludes us, I enjoy looking at things, observing as such, without thinking about what I see. I have a name for this particular mode of visual activity - I call it: "the careless tourist's mode" (trybem patrzenia beztroskiego turysty).
Sławek Pawszak



